✿ I spent my salary for these.. ✿

Tada! These are the stuff I bought using my own hard earning money! ^^v Yeah!~

My necklace and bracelet as well as the earrings which I gave it to Trace because she said she likes it lots .. XD

1 for Kelly- Sagittarius, 1 for myself- Aries and another 1 for Samantha- Leo...

My pair of shoes cost me Rm329... >.<" Actually I wanted to buy the Adidas 1 but no stock.

I love it lots!!!! My 1st watch! ^^v

Tada~ My Samsung Galaxy S~ 1st ever hp that I bought using my own hard earning money~ ^^

✿ Growing up... ✿

Life isn't that easy like what you used to think~ You'll understand one day when you come to it, especially when you start to work. I learned a lot since I entered the company. Colleagues, teammates, friends, team leaders, bosses, customers..

Everyday is a new fresh day, there's lot challenges waiting for you ahead. You must change yourself to adapt the changes as well as to defeat challenges. Middle of last month, my sales started to increase. I really enjoyed the cheering they gave me, encouragements that team leader gave me.. But there's up and down in life. It seems that I really exhausted from my work. But I'm still loving it. Hahaha~

It seems like I already addicted to my work now.　 じゃ。。大好きです。。 I'm climbing now... Don't give up!!!! Shin!!! Amanda, you can do it! XD LOLX..

I got what I want, they have what they wished. This job's giving me satisfaction that I couldn't find while I was studying even though I did quite well in my study though. Hehehe... But I got my pay from my job! I bought a lot of stuff that I wanted long time ago.. Goshh.. I'm sticked with my job now. I couldn't pull myself out from it anymore. But I'm not going to give up my study either. Anyway~ Enjoy your weekend, guys!

✿ I'm Happy with it! ✿

Nahh~ I'm sick now.. I'm having severe sore throat and flu,

I'm losing my voice~ I'm wondering how to get on call tomorrow

with the voice i'm having now~

Whatever! I'm not going to take MC tomorrow~

I'm started to love this job, love our team..

Although there's time whereby they forced me

wearing saree like yesterday, it's still a precious memory for me

having such caring and loving colleagues around me.

Especially when they shouted and cheering for me whenever

I got sales. They even tell stories to cheer me up whenever I'm not

on mood, it worked! Our team might not creative enough, some

times even no discipline for those who always come late, Oscar!!!! XD

But our team is doing the best whenever it comes to fight for our pride~

Nahh~ Jeff, we got the Hari Raya hamper for you, of course

it's for us as well. At least, I contributed into it, thanks to Jeff

for helping me to close the sales. I managed to close 2 as last. Hahaa~

Before this, I was wondering why Samantha gets so well with her

new colleagues, I started to understand why is it so~

But still, I'm not agree with what she's doing now.

Yo! It's holiday today. But I ended up stuck @ home,

boring naaahh~ No one even bother to ask me out, saddd~

Janey is busy having party with her colleagues,

Trace is busy having her own sweet time with Lucas.

Me? Busy having own sick time listening to Darling's songs

and blogging.

I'm quite enjoy working now, although there's time whereby

stupid CM forgot his wife's name and D.O.B, CM not interested

even before presentation, CM teased me that I'm stupid woman~

I believed I did a quite a good job last 2 weeks, but I still have

far way to go now. My aim is way higher than what I've now.

Shhh~ It's secret! XD Yeah! Cheer for Amanda!

Everyday is a new fresh day! ^^v Go for it!!!!!

✿ I really don't know what happened to me~ ✿

Started to work since 4th of August,2010. It started with 9 days of so called "comprehensive training". I really enjoyed those days, laughed whole day during the training~

I don't know since when, I stopped laughing.

I really didn't realise it if my team leader never tell me about it. He started to tell me a lot of so called "theories". At 1st I was alright, but just don't know how, my face started to get red, my eyes are blurring. I cried.. He asked me why? I really don't know how to answer to this question. I just shook my head hardly, and said, nothing. He repeated the question quite a few times, but I still didn't manage to answer to his question. So, he just explained a lot of things, which I don't really remember now, but I do understand 1 thing, he said:" 没学行，就唔好学走 ；没学走，就唔好先学飞~" He said, I won't be crying if I'm not feeling stress. But I really don't know how "stress" is like, but I realised that I'm feeling stress is that when I couldn't sleep well at night, I started to wake up more frequently at night, like last time when I studied CAL, studied Chemistry. I knew, this is caused by the stresses in me.

Yesterday morning, right after team briefing, he started asked me:" Amanda, are you okay? Today your target is not to get a sale, you just need to present, no need to be stressed, alright? " Omgosh, I lost my control once again, he realised it, and he talk to the teammates :" Saya tak boleh tengok muka dia lagi lah, dia sudah nak nangis ni!" Haha... Once he finished talking, I laughed and started crying~ I really don't know what the hell happened to me~ Hahahaa~ After that, of course it's a long long story... What can I say is, I cried about 6-7 times last 2 days..

My teammate, Oscar keep asking me whether or not to prepare a resign letter for me. Hahaha~ LOLX... For my friends, who understand me really well, I won't give up that easily. Since before I got the call from Jia Yee, who was HR for my company, I already understand very well that this job is not easy. I stepped out my 1st step, I won't stop unless I got what I want. I never ever think before I want to resign. I'm just feeling angry that I couldn't contribute to my team when my teammates are working hard. I'm just feeling angry that I made more trouble to my team leader. What they told me, it just touched me a lot.

I'm trying to get rid of the bad mood, looking for the energetic and smiling Amanda. Haha.. My team leader gave me a nickname, called LadyGuard baby~ Lolx~ He said because I cried too much. Hahah~ There is a lot funny things happened since I joined the team, I love my team, all my teammates. They gave me a new life, they taught me a lot new stuffs. I hope I can stay in the team with them forever, at least until, if one day, LadyGuard is dismissed. I will do better next Monday!

Cheer up, shin! ^^

✿ Summer Hokkaido Fair ✿

Wow!!!! Hokkaido!!! ^^

I went to KLCC few days ago, it's Summer Hokkaido Fair @ Isetan now~ Actually nothing really special about this, but the product's prices are all "WOW"! I spent Rm10 for just 2 scoops of japanese Gelato, it has rich Milky and Honeydew, but I'm sure it don't worth this much~ And I bought a packet full of Milk soft candy which I think they're just awesome, it has 3 flavours Milk, Honeydew and also Apple in it. I've tried some Milk ones, it's really chewy and tasty. I love it because not too sweet for me. Here are some pictures for Hokkaido Fair.

Gelato's Battle: Milk vs. Honeydew~

Apples~ Milk~ Honeydew~

Manju Butter Sponge Cake~ Looked so tasty~ I couldn't try these because I already had my lunch @ Chili's and Gelato~ T_T

Full of fish roe~ Would you like to have some of these? ^^

Spicy Cog Fish Roe! What? You want to have them all? Be sure you've enough cash!

Get me some of these please!!!!! ♪ Get Me Some Of That- by DBSK

♪ Dango~ Dango~ Dango~ Dango~ Dango~ Dango Daikazoku~ ♪

✿ I want to have them ALL! ✿

I went to Kinokuniya today~ You know what???? I saw these!!!!! Ahhhhh~ ^^ I want to have them all~ >.<"

Tohoshinki~

Tohoshinki~

Tohoshinki~

Tohoshinki~

Tohoshinki~


Tohoshinki~

Another Tohoshinki???!!!


Again???

OMGosh~ It's them again~
Tohoshinki, Always Keep the Faith~

Tohoshinki ": We're the ONE! Eternally!!!! "

Toho! Toho~ Fighting!!!

Always KEEP THE FAITH~


Wow~ TOHOSHINKI!!!! I want to buy them all~ I will buy them all in near future!!! ^^ Yeshh~

And also this!!! ^^

✿ Happy Holiday~ ✿

I finished my 18 months CAL officially on the 10th June 2010, yesterday...

Congratulations!!!! Toshimi!!!! ^^ Hahah~ Lolx~

Oh yeah~ Good news! Xiah Junsu released his new single recently during my finals~ Hero Jejung also released his 1st and new japanese drama--> Sunao ni Narenakute, Hard to say I Love You~ Our charming prince, Micky also released his 1st and new Japanese drama--> Kimiga Ireba, Beautiful's Love~ Gosh~ They're holding Thanksgiving Concert in Japan~ I wish I can be there, listen to their lovely voice! ^^ I think Changmin and Yunho are sure hiding somewhere else to watch the trio, supporting them as well~ Weee~ *Toho~ Toho~ Fighto!!!!*

Yo~ It's holiday~ But I'm still tied with my piano exam~ Yishh~ It's tiring but challenging! But now I've more time to spend time with my K-Pops~ J-Pops of Tohoshinki & BoA Kwon~ Anime's fever~ HK drama hits~ JY's Dramas HOTS~ Cinderella's Stepsister ~ Taiwan Love's Drama --> Autumn Concerto, I was sobbing non-stop while watching this drama~ I think I got enough ATPs to fight until the end, 29 July!!!! Yeshhh~ I'm glad that I know how to play piano~ Otherwise the rm150 will be wasted~ HAhaha~

Next station--> University~

These problems have been "following" me since last year~ Where you want to study? Overseas? Local? What program you want to choose later? Which university you want to choose? What's you interest? What you want to be in future? How much per annum? Do you want to continue you study? Omgosh~ It's irritating actually~ It's my nightmare~

Since F5, my so called "ambition" has changed many times~ No, it transformed actually~ Opps, no! It MUTATED!!! I changed my mind during last few weeks of my final exam~ I was lost~ I don't know which course I wanting to take~ I don't know whether I should continue study~ I shouted at my sista~ I scolded her for not giving advices to me~ I scolded her for not picking up my calls~ I scolded her for not giving back calls to me~ I hated her for always hanging out with her new colleagues~ Oh wait! I'm way out of my University topic~ Hahah~ Yeah~ Finally, just few days ago, I found out which course suits me better~ I'm not 100% comfirm, because --> I may change my mind later on~ Lolx~ I'm shocked that I made such decision~ But, I hope it's right choice~ I'm mumbling~ Mumbling~ Mumbling again~

I realised that I'm a scary person, my mind changes from day to day, from night to night, from hour to hour, from minute to minute, from second to second~ I think this is so called "Aries"~ I don't like getting bored~ I hate boredom!

Recently I'm addicted to K-pops~ DBSK~ Kwon BoA~ SNSD~ Taecyeon~ Seo Wu~ Moon Geung Young~ Chun Jung Myung~ 2PM~ f(x)~ rain~ Kim Hyun Jung~ SS501~ Secret~ Yesung~ Joo JYP~ Super Junior~ Kara~ Gummy~ 4Minute~ It's funny huh?!~ But my most favourite are still DBSK & SNSD!!!! I'm loyal, okay?!

Ahhh~ I have something to scold about~ I hate those who did not pick up my calls, not replying my SMS!!!!!! Nahh~ Samantha Janey~ I'm warning you once again!!! Be sure you always pick up my calls, reply me SMSs, late replying is not allowed!!!!!!! Or else I'll bite you to death~

Huh~ I'm being reckless and childish these days~ But I'm still 19, I don't I can do this anymore when I'm 29, 39, or 49 and later~ So, please forgive me for being naive these days~ Hahaha~

Dadaa~ Let me introduce them to you once again, in more details~ They're Tohoshinki (Japanese)/ Dong Bang Shin Ki a.k.a. DBSK (Korean)/ TVXQ a.k.a Tong Vfang Xien Qi (Chinese translated in Korean romanisation)~ This Korean Singer Group is consisting of 5 members~

They're Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Hero Jaejoong, Max ChangMin, and Leader--> U-know YunHo~ They're always in this order! ^^ Hehhe~ They're great singers, each with they own and special yet significant voices! Their acapella is the best! Their fans are called Cassiopia~ Ne ne~ I'm inofficial Cassiopia~ Because I never ever pay my member fees to SME!!!! Ahha~ They're all good in composing songs as well as writing lyrics!!! The song, Colour ~Melody and Harmony~ was composed by both Hero & Mickey~ Junsu's new song--> Intoxication also composed by himseld~ Besides, all 5 of them are great dancers too, as shown in the little animated Mirotic dancing dolls in my blog!

Let's support them forever!!! Always Keep the Faith~ The One And Eternally--> TVXQ/Tohoshinki/DBSK!!!!!

✿ Happy 19th Birthday ✿

Haha~ Happy Birthday Girls~ Mori Toshimi & Zizi Lim~
Yes, we were born at the same day.. ^^
These are some photos which we celebrated our birthday last year~

--> Wey~ Teng~ Peng~
--> Althea~ Toshimi~ Zizi Lim


--> Teng & Peng
--> Althea~ Wey~ Toshimi~ Niam Zizi Lim


--> Yithan & Toshimi


--> Niam Zizi Lim & Toshimi


This year, I did not get to celebrate together with them~ Sorry guys~ I knew you would like to celebrate for me, especially Xin and Teng~ Thank you ya Teng! ^^ Thanks for planned so hard for my birthday, and sorry that I cannot make it~ Oh ya~ Thanks everyone for wished me "Happy Birthday"~ ありがとうございますね (Thank you very much!)~ みんな大好きですね!　（I Love everyone!）

Here is a video Junsu and Jejung sing "Happy Birthday" with Yoochun playing the piano~ How nice~ ^^ I'm so happy!!!! *Crying because it's too touching* XDDD

✿ Here comes the selection for piano pf Tohoshinki ~ Endless Sweet ✿

Yeah~ Hahaha... I just got this yesterday in the afternoon! I can't imagine now how exciting I was while signing my signature on the paper because it was my 1st time ordering item from overseas. By the way, this is my precious thing now because it costs me around Rm150!!! I spent my ang pau money on this! Huh... Need to save more money from now on! Please, give me more ang pauS!!!!

✿ Kawaii Sushi Phone Charm ✿

Here are our sushi phone charms!!! ^^ We just got these this morning. So cute right?! XDD The 1 with a surpise expression 1 is Kelly's 18th birthday present! I knew it's a bit late. ( It's very late, Ok?) Haha.. Because my Onigiri (the 1 with smiley face) is out of shape, so Ms. Charmaine gave me another 1 which is with the Butterfly 1 to me as compensation! Ahaha.. Funny! Buying phone charm also will get a compensation. I thought this word "compensation" only comes out when someone is fired by the boss! Hahaha... Whatever~

Yo! CNY is coming!!! Wohoo~ Actually not really exciting about it. It's just seems like a lot of good things happened on me! XDD Such as, I bumped into Jojo, I bought my favourite clothes, Shoes, Sushi phone charm, Tohoshinki's piano selection and especially my i-Pod shuffle! Using this I can listen to DBSK's Live concert everyday! I easily feeling very happy while listening to their charming voices! XDDD

This Friday ( I meant tomorrow! XDDD I forgotten that today is already Thursday ) I'm on for outing with Yithan and Teng.(Please be reminded that I am running out of pocket money! Take care of my pocket, OK?) Lolx..

Yeah! Today I'm going back to my house! Hahaha... I can watch AOD! I also need to go hair saloon for hair cut. It's like a lot of plans are going on, it'll be very busy this CNY holidays (especially Revision for A2 and AS T_T)

Well, although I got a "not very good" result for my AS, I'll work hard to improve it~ Yeah! Toho Toho Fighto!!! Hahaha.. Viva la Tohoshinki~ Lolx~ I'm such a insane fans~

✿ 東方神起／Selection for Piano～甘く果てしなく～ Endless Sweet ✿

Yeah! The piano selection for Tohoshinki's songs is already shipping to my house within 2-4 days from now on! This book has all songs I like in it!(actually I love all songs sang by Tohoshinki! Lolx)I'm super exciting now! I am SO looking forward when the package is in my hands on that day it arrives. ^^ It costed almost Rm150 including shipping fees, service charge and also price for the book. Although it's quite expensive, it worth this price so far. Hehe...

This month I already spent more than Rm1000 only for clothes, this book, sushi phone charm and also i-pod shuffle. I'm feeling very guilty now!!! God, please forgive me for spending too much! I'm just human, unlike you! XDDD Ok! Potota chips is waiting for me in supermarket!!! Ciao ciao!(this reminded me on Hitman Reborn, gonna watch it during CNY hols)^^

Friday going to meet Ah Teng! Another exciting event coming soon!!! ^^

✿ Mommy is back to M'sia ✿

Yeahh~ My mom just came back from her working place, Palau last Thursday.

The 1st thing she do when reached KL was went for supper! ( not come to see me in Seremban )I was kinda sad because the last time I saw her was last year CNY! But I got to see her the next day right after class ended. The 1st thing she said to me was," Shin, you look fatter than last time! " OMGosh!!! Lolx.. I was like," Yaa.. I got fatter since last year June, because I always had heavy lunch when I'm in college."

At 1st when I was in the car, I thought, " It would be very troublesome to teach her put all songs into her I-pod! Haih..." But, who knows?! I heard her conversation with Kelly's mom," I put many songs into my I-pod and listening to it everyday even I'm sleeping, so I need to charge it everyday!!!" She learned it by herself! I must admit that she is expert in computer now, because she is not only chat in Yahoo! messenger with her friends from other countries, she even asked for web-cam (we have 1 but very rarely use it now), she also has FB! She is a wonderful AUNTY! XDDD

She's also a wonderful mother! Although she expecting a lot from me, she never asked me to get AAA in examination. So actually she is not giving too much pressure on me. I'm happy she thinks this way because I am really lazy, so getting AAA is not possible for me. But I'll will work harder at least get ABC. Haha.. Funny right? My AS result is funnier than this, I got ABCDE! I was like, OMGosh! XDDD But I since I already decided to resit AS Chemistry, I know it maybe really hard for me, I will still do my best! Toho Toho fighto! XDDD Thanks mom! ^^

p/s: I still don't dare to let her know my result~ She don't even know I am going to resit AS Chemistry. Actually I already paid the resit examination fees! XDDD I've made up an excuse for this, AS result not A-levels final result, so it's not necessary to tell her~ And I am old enough to decide whether to drop or resit! (But she is the one who is paying!) Feeling guilty now! >.<

✿ 2010 ✿

It's 2010~ Holidays only have 3 more days left! It's very exciting going back to college~ It's Sem 3, last sem for my CAL in Taylor. Well, the exciting part is just that no need to stay at home anymore , can go back to class so that at least get to learn something new~ The suffering part is AS result is coming out! I'm quite worry whether I can pass my Chemistry. This deciding whether I am going to resit for the paper in June at the same time sitting for A2 exam. Luckily, my mom told me that she don't care whether I can get AAA, the most important is I tried my best. XDDD What the hell a good mother she is?! haha~ I'm very happy when I heard these from her, because expecting too much might end up with more disappointment.

Quote of the day from Kelly: Hope for some changes in 2010!
p/s: That's also my wish for this new year.